Wednesday, June 20, 2007 Y
simply...dun feel lik doin nthg... (:
i dunno y... i feel lik cryin... i reali want to cry it out loud... i noe i will feel a temp relieve... but tat's better den nthg... it's only a sooner or later thg... if i dun let myself out... i noe i will collaspe soon... it is so coolin... washin face with ice-cool tap water... how i wish i can have a whole pail pourin at myself now... i hope it rain when i go home... i miz walkin in the rain... i hope i get sick tml... i regretted... perhaps if nthg happen ytd... we can stil face each other lik normal ba... i reali wanna slap myself... for WTH u go and say all tis thg? u ruin everythg!!! yes... i reali regretted... but wat can b done now? i reali dunno how to face u and myself... im reali very mad and angry with myself... im sorry... it seemed to b tat... im the one ruinin u instead... WTF... sayin sorry wun cure... but... i reali have no other choice... i make my life and urs so miserable... i deserve to suffer... can anyone pls punish me? i will b grateful...
reali... dun feel lik...
11:19
