Monday, July 16, 2007 Y
alot of thg happen... and i have to spend some time to digest...much better now... but stil felt unfair... y has it to be at tis point of time?
slp for only 5hrs... had been 'recallin' all the thg tat had happened in my dream... so real... yet so fake... all those tat happened... i stil smile when im recallin... i rather it is smthg i made up of... my illusions...
it's every little things u do... tat made me fall in love with u...
im not tire... but even if i am... no matter how tire im physicali, it's not comparable to how it is mentali... i need a break...
alot of tots are runnin thru my mind... i have alot to say... but i cant... i have to lock everythg down in the bottom most of my heart... and keep it to myself... but... in tis way... i will collapse very soon... but u will stil b there for me rite?
seriousli... i dunno... have i done the wrong thg? **sighs**
i hope i can get knock down by cars... and... lose my memories... or... can anyone give me the 'reset' button?
smthg changes... some dun...
i jux LOVE crossin the road lik my father own it... i LOVE skippin my meals...
anyway... we haven even been tgt... how to break? hope the spammers... check befor u spam... stop makin urself look stupid... tat's y im well entertained by u ppl... cos... wat u all say are all nonsense...
if u are goin to do tis... y do tat in the first place?
i stil hope we can be together... i love u...
u are all tat i wan...
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