Friday, July 20, 2007 Y
KNNBCCB...i tink kw told me tat is not the way to start a post... BUT... I AM DAMN BLOODY PISSED AND SAD AND DISAPPOINTED (u shld noe y)... SO... I HECK CARE...
3rd meeetin is fine... but somehow kanna counter... -.- and smthg simply pissed me off... look for hueehuee after sch... spent 25min to walk from RP to innova talk for lik only 12min... but i felt much better... den she had to go for VB... so i had to walk back to mrt again... tat took up another 15min of my time... BUT... to b able to c her... even if it's only a short short while... i dun mind... cos she sinply cheer me up... but if im to walk lik tis everyday, i cant... ^^
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[below is to scold ppl]
HELLO... WHAT THE HELL YOU people MEANT BY TELLING ME ALL THAT??? YOU people EVER THINK OF HOW I FEEL??? HOW WILL YOU people FEEL IF I SAY THE SAME BLOODY THING TO YOU people??? YOUR STUPID WORDS SIMPLY MADE ME FELT THAT I AM SO STUPID... FIRST YOU people DID THIS... THEN THAT.. NOW YOU people WANT THIS... WHAT IS NEXT???
I LONG LONG SAID... I SELDOM REGRET THINGS... MAYBE ONLY 1/1000... SO WHAT NOW? IF IT REALLY PLEASE YOU people, OK... I WILL GO AND RECONSIDER... I AM ALREADY FEELING MUCH MUCH BETTER NOW... BUT THERE YOU people ARE... SAYING ALL THIS STUPID SHITS... DID YOU people EVER CONSIDER ABOUT MY FEELINGS??? YOU people THINK I AM FEELING GOOD THIS WAY??? I AM REALLY SAD AND DISAPPOINTED... VERY VERY... I AM NOT A BALL FOR YOU people TO PUSH AROUND HERE AND THERE... AND... YOU people HAVE SUCCEEDED TO TRY TO PUSH ME FURTHER AWAY... CAN CONTINUE IF YOU people WANT...
I THOUGHT YOU people SHOULD UNDERSTAND ME... BUT SEEMS LIKE... I AM WRONG... IF IT REALLY PLEASE YOU people THIS WAY... TELL ME... IF YOU people ARE HAPPY THAT I RECONSIDER... TELL ME... I CAN CHANGE 5DAYS TO 1MONTH OR EVEN 1YEAR... ALL YOU people HAVE TO DO IS TO TELL ME
[i can accept all tis shits from anyone... but NOT YOU people... so dun ever do tis again...]
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sorry for all the shits above... but i seriousli hope the PEOPLE will read AND tink... i stil have lots more to say... but i forget... and... gettin angry is simply so tire for me nowadays... left me with headaches and a ****ing mood... seriousli dun lik...
i reali dunno wat now... tell me... pls...
why do i have to smile when im down;
why do i have to cry when im happy;
why do i have to make a change when i am happy for who i am now;
why do i have to force myself to pretend to not when i really want to;
the reason is simply because of you...
you are the reason why; you are all that matters now...
taken by meimei... anyone believe tis is from a coverpage of a book?! lol...
i had my heart tied...
the fact will not change... unless u wanna change it...
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