Wednesday, July 4, 2007 Y
maybe u ppl have good luck...post of ytd - deleted as requested...
BUT... i meant wat i had said...
emo-in for the whole day... i stoned even when im runnin jux now durin trainin... lmao... wonder how i ran back safe and sound... -.- i nearli sprain my ankle... and i regretted to b careful... -_-''
home after runnin... i totali have NO mood to stay... my mind is not with me...
thgs tat make me smile today : weijian's car knock into the wall jux when he is finishin... im lik laughin til dunno lik wat la... haha... and... one more thg... u noe i noe... haha... ((:
how i wish, lik hueehuee, i have the RESET button... i want to reset everythg back to the original... reset it back to when we jux get to know each other... i will keep a distance away from u... eventuali, thg will not turn out litat... and u him her them will b happier... let me b the only one to suffer... den everyone will happy... everythg is worth me sufferin...
illusion vs reality... i cant... differentiate anymore... im tire...
NOTHING LE...
i feel lik smokin... i wish i can... i feel lik cuttin myself... i wish i can... i feel lik cryin... but im holdin back my tears...
forget and let go? i wish i can... but if u can b happier tis way... i will force myself to, no matter how reluctant i m...
13:06
