Thursday, September 13, 2007 Y

confusion...

sch's startin next mon... noe my new class... BUT... totali not in the mood to go to sch... i rather slack at home... haha...

bein tinkin for a few days... shld i -

1) quit sch and look for job den enroll to np nursin next yr (or early childhood)

2) quit sch den work and study, take 'O' with meimei next yr

3) quit sch and work

if i choose the first one... i find it stupid... cos... i forgo the chance to get into the course durin earlier tis yr...

if i choose the second one... i tink i will chiong and go jc... brighter future... LOL... and when i say chiong... i mean CHIONG...

if third one... lik wasted... waste so many yrs of education...

BUT... no matter wat i choose... i noe sunk cost will be time and money... LOL... **headache**

come to tink of it... had been flippin memories of the 17 yrs of my life... and i found out time reali passed fast...

from nursery til kindergarten... almost pon sch... esp... K1... haha... cos the teacher sux... i rmb one time... i colour smthg all green... kanna scold from her sia... she is so ^$#&*%$... LOL... tis is smthg i noe i will rmb for life... LOL... and also durin nursery, meimei had an operation cos of me... [to b exact... indirectli]

pri sch is the... hmmm... most glory days i ever had... til now i stil rmb... my class positions... LOL...

P1 - 1st (11th in whole sch)
P2 - 1st
P3 - 9th (in the best class... so most likeli 9th in whole sch too^^0
P4 - 12th [or 14th... cant reali rmb for tis >.<] P5 - 15th P6 - 26th [28th in whole sch] pro yar? i stil rmb... ^^ ok... but... didnt reali study... but tis is the result i get... shld i say i reali have a brain of a genius? lmao... however... two reali... BIG matters happened den in the 'i-dun-fren-u-hor' time... firstly - i fail P3 FIRST EL spellin with marks 4/10 [didnt study at all!!! >.<] secondli - rmb P5 tat's one chap of sci where they ask u to use lime juice or wat eva to write 'hidden msg'? i wrote a ok one... but CLEVER me... dump tat and wrote another one... guess wat? FUCK YOU, FOOL! --> no comments... LOL...

anyway... if reali wan to point out one thg tat i regret... tat will b smthg durin P6... which i tink cos my results to drop and didnt reali get good results for PSLE... AND... also slacken durin sec sch...

so so so... i get into fuhua... from a guai guai girl... bcum lik ah lian ah lian... [i mean... LIKE... not reali one]

results also lik shit... [LOL] cos i dun study... but w/o studyin... i stil managed to get into a GOOD combi class... ['triple sci', double maths, double humans, chi, el...]

subjects as follow :
PURE bio
COM sci [chem and physic] --> tat's y 'triple sci'
A maths
E maths --> double maths
PURE history
COM humans [ss and geog] --> double humans
MT [chi]
EL

[ps... if u count one by one... it's lik... 10 subs to study for! even worse den a real triple sci class!]

and... yes yes... i wasted the years... slackin and playin around... tat's y... my results is shit... and... i mean S.H.I.T... lol... [although not very bad... nvr study can get L1R4 = 18 >.<] BUT... smthg tat i reali happy with is... my PFT [physical fitness test] from P3 to sec4 = GOLD... all the way... YES... pohyee shi fit de lo ^^ now... i get into RP [ok... for lik mths le la] but... lookin at ppl around me... those in the same pri sch and those best frens... get into jc... [most jjc] seriousli... i wonder y i waste the two years playin around... IF... i study ABIT harder... i tink i will b at jjc now instead... [or mayb go innova pei huee^^] see... pohyee has a brain tat at least can go jjc de ok... is only she dun wanna study... LOL... so i m not dumb... and seriousli... i noe how to spell words((: now... im seriousli bothered about my future... **shake head** BUT... i nvr regret any choice i make... [except for tat ONE in pri sch] tink... if i wanna choose again... i stil have time ba... [retake 'O'?]hmmm... ... ... ah ha... and... i tink if i noe nyp has business management course when choosin... i WILL go there le... BUT... i overlook... wth... fate? LOL... in a blink of eyes... my 17th yrs endin soon... LOL... hmmm... last but not least... (random enough) although yr2007 not yet over... but... it's stil an enjoyable yr til now(: today...
left a worn-out pohyeebut i stil managed to get it rite after all((:((:

[ps... lol... anyone notice for the past one week my hair style standard de? LMAO]

wow... such... long-winded post... wonder if anyone reali read? lol...

alrite... end here... needa go reflecttink of some thgs(: [yes... THINK] + comics!!!

nite(:

&give me one more week(: