Monday, October 22, 2007 Y
Weekend's arent so good for me.
Rather, this week.
Whole week I mean.
Time for some update ba...
18th oct, thursday
Im the last one to leave class can.
At 5.30pm.
Waiting for that few to finish talk.
And I meet mummy for dinner.
Just the two of us.(:
It's like oh-so-long since the last time.
Anyway, was like having argument all because of me.
Mummy and meimei against me, while the person who cause it simply kept his mouth shut.
Had a talk with him.
His answers are stupid.
As for what happened, shall not elaborate here.
Interested ask me for details.
Was like crying bitterly after that.
When's the last time I cried till like this???
No idea.
But I know it happened somehow often this month although it's like only 2/3 of it passed.
Nah, not about relationship la.
Anyway.
Although Im not crying over this matter now, that does NOT mean Im not bothered about it.
It's just.
I cant change anything when I cry.
And I dont want to yell and scream and shout like nobody's business after that.(:
Im trying hard.
(:
19th oct, friday
Was dying to hug my mummy before I went off to school.
But, I didnt):
Pretty much fun in class ba.
I didnt know Justin is twistingtill I take a 2nd look!
LOLs.
I ate this during 2nd breakout with Cindy.
Brownie, with ice cream
Received a call from phh during 2nd breakout.
She dont sound right.
Met her after school.
Like I say before, I dont mind travelling all the way down just to see her for 5minutes.
Spend like half an hour looking for the place.
And when I think Im lost, I saw this.
It just meant that Im nearer to phh.
Met her.
Listen to her.
Sat down at the mrt there.
Talked.
That strong yet helpless her.
I really want to hug her tight.
*blablabla*
I slept early.
):
20th oct, saturday
Went out with a friend.
phh sms-ed me and asked if I can pei her.
But damn.
I still made the choice to go with my friend cause it's a promise made quite long ago~
My mind is like with her all the time can.
Sigh.
*blablabla*
Dont know how and what to say.
I only know I wasnt feeling good.
):
21st oct, sunday
I rotted at home.
Bad feeling.
I dying to see phh.
):
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I dont know what.
I only know Im not feeling good.
Yes.
I had been crying.
*cnn say Im made up of water*
But one thing for sure.
YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME.
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Seems like Im facing quite alot of problems at one go for now.
But I know I will overcome it fast and well.
I know those few will be there for me as well.(:
I love you people!!!
*there's no need to name cause you people know who you are(:*
Before I end.
:DD
*thanks!*
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