Saturday, November 10, 2007 Y
Had the urge to close down my blog on the 25th oct, but I know I will regret the very nice minute, hence, I didnt do so.
Was having roller coaster mood this few weeks.
Nearly suffer from depression ba?
LOLs.
Maybe sooner or later will suffer from autistic
Ok.
Abit exaggerated.
I mean, ABIT only.
[>.<]
But, Im happy to have wonderful friends with me to accompany me through(:
Big big hugs to meimei, hh, nn, Alex, Adrian, Cindy, peipei, Holden, Jiaqi, Cookie, Candice, wh. *sorry if I left out any*
Really thanks(:
BUT, I know each and everyone of them have their own problems etc too.
Sometimes, I rather hide my problems inside my heart and sit in a corner in my room with my laptop, and stare blankly at it.
OR, I will simply blast music and cry like nobody's business inside my locked bedroom.
That is why I say, I may suffer from depression/autistic sooner or later.
I cried just now, and I also cried while typing this.
Crying dont help to solve the problem, but at least it makes me feel better.
I know I have bloody lots to say, but it's either I forget, or I seriously have no mood to continue ba.
It has been like two weeks since I last update, but I will only update when I feel better(:
At least in a better mood ba? If not update all sad sad things meh?
LOLs.
For now, maybe SOME BIG WIDE SMILES will make me smile again ba.

*credit to yahoo*
15:46
