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Saturday, June 14, 2008 Y



this few days, had been experincing mood swings almost every night. (or perhaps it's every night) it had been really fine in the day with dear around, but during the night, it's really unbearable. Most of the time, it's random yet severe mood swings, but there're times when it's course of some unpleasant things.

yet, no matter what happened, dear has been really patient with me, easing me with what ever he can, trying to 'brainwash' the negative thoughts in me away. i think my wilful bad attitude nearly got dear mad last night, yet i know, he is more of worried, and he still calms down to cheer me, and also get my mentation back to present.

i know i got him really worried. and i had been saying awful things which surely gonna hurt him. but, he never blame me. nor did he ever show his attitude or anything. he never did. he will only continue to get worried about me, and finding ways to make sure im ok.

he stood by me and will continue to stand by me. he willing give me his slightest attention. he wants everything to be the best for me. he make sure i go above everything and anything. he wont give me up no matter what. he will prove any of my negative thoughts wrong.

(of course some may think this is just temporary and stuffs, but im sure my dear will prove you people wrong)

ask me why do i love him? read the above again and think yourself(:


*dear, i do apologize for my bad attitude, for being so negative, for saying things to hurt you, for making you so so worried. etcetcetc.

i wouldnt say im going to change my attitude as i dont think it is possible. yet, if we are really able to make it thru, im sure we will have to stay this way till old(:

love, i promise you what you want me to promise(:

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i love the affinity we shared(:

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