Monday, July 21, 2008 Y

left with only 63 more days to promos.

die liao.

and friday is meet parents sessions.

anyway, come to a think of it, my results isnt really that bad.

overall, 1 confirmed D, 1 not confirm D, 1 not confirm B, 1 confirm S, and 2 confirm Us.

at least i passed 3? out of which 2 are H2. hahaha.

really much as compared to shitty secondary school results. but of course, i still need improvement (:

63 more days. CHIONG AR~

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as always, i know how to say dear but not myself.

i told him that it's not possible to get hold of everything in life. BUT, i found out that i myself is trying to. and i think that is what resulted in making me so stress and bla nowadays.

so??? i will try to sort out those which are important and those not so important, then those not important stuffs, then dealed with respectively. and as for now, studies family and bf are on top of everything. followed by friends and etcetcetc.

since i chose this route myself, i should be responsible for my decisions, and give best shots no matter what. there's no turning back for me now. and, neither do i have any alternatives either. so, i shall get my heart focused on studies first, at least, till after promos. *haha.

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with boyfriend, i cant deny the fact that im really happy with him, but yes, im also pressurized by alot of other factors. which, most are really i think too much and bla.

i think, by thinking too much, i actually didnt realise that im hurting him and also myself, and sometimes, tensing up the relationship too.

for now, i decided to heck care everything, and just let the world revolve around we two. HAHA. too much of this is bad of course, but, to me, it's either i have it totally, or i rather have none. but of course, things might vary. i dont know.

but staying happy is all that matters ma~

at least, *touch wood - and im seriously touching!* even if we cant last, at least, we do know that we once gave our very best, and that we have nothing to regret(: right dear?

but for now, me and dear are still going on strong k =p

all thanks to dear's patient and care(:


p/s 11more days =p

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