Monday, August 4, 2008 Y

had been home rather late recently.

today dear surprised me by coming over to fetch me to school :DDD <33

after school, stayed and waited for dear to end his bball training. AND LUCKILY I STAYED. cause i caught him... talking with chio bu? NO. having muscle cramps. and i swear it nearly made my heart stopped beating! wanted so much to dash over and look at him, but i held back.

after he ended, i rushed over of course. wanted to hug him so much... but in school )):

when for kfc afterwards, and home sooon.

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think, after dear gets committed into cca, he will have lesser time for me. (and maybe even studies) seeing how he trained, is really too tiring.

i think, i can help by being a considerate gf who stops all my nonsense attitude to further tire him out. stop demanding for this and that. and also to take the initiative to study hard so that he will stop worrying about my studies.

BUT, that's ideally. if only they can be done partically. THEN, i wont be me anymore -.-

sigh.

see him so tire, it's really making me so heartpain. ))):
*the amount of tireness is equal to the amount of heartpain experienced*


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you took my heart away