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Sunday, January 4, 2009 Y



By right i should be ranting now. but i went by left. i still ranted, but in my head. repeating everything i wanna say to you to myself in my head. i wont say it out, because i know my rants dont work. you knew it too! i feel like stabbing myself, but it's of no use too.

actually, it's nothing much (: just like quitting drugs, it takes time. im feeling very bad now, but i know i can only endure. i trust you. i know no matter what you do, you want the best for us, although i dont understand as usual.

you said before, "if it's easy to love, then it's not love".

endure endure endure. im not sure for how long i can, before i explode.

i dont want to stay alone. im afraid to be alone.

im not as strong as i seem.

i pray for the best.

10:34