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Sunday, January 11, 2009 Y



i think im really not good at hiding my own feelings to myself. no matter how hard i tried, some people still can spot the 'fakeness'...

daddy tells me to love forever is not easy - i know. but i didnt know it's so hard.

i want to give nothing up, but everything seems to give me up.

result for trying hard yet kept failing? disappointment is one thing, yet it also left me mentally and physically tired. i dont deny i had developed phobia to try again.

pig loves to say "what dont kill you dont makes you stronger"

true, but after trying endless times and each time you will only fall deeper, i bet you wont dare to try anymore. just like one thing. but for me, it's not only one, it's alot. hell lots.

try to work hard study hard whatever hard. but results? when i thought im prepared for the chem paper for promos last year, and pinning hell lots of hope that i can score, results?

nothing. nothing more. im tired. dont want to talk dont want to do anything else.

school's starting in about 9hours. so??? try. try again. try harder. what else can i do?

22:49